once upon a time, i did have a difficult time. the time that...i do not know an appropriate word for it...but let it be. let it be left alone at the past. past it past. and now i'm gripping the present. mesmerizing every moment...sec mins hours and so on and so forth. i do not know why i'm writing this...but i guess i feel blessed...at this very moment.
at that time..'that once upon a time' time, i'm coping with my life and gripping to time with cards making. crafting make me enjoy every moment that i have (aside from shopping...pardon me!)...when i start making cards, i left all the pain behind. i've stop crying. and by time, i start to gain my composure, my health, and my weight back (of course more 'fat'..indeed!).i've promise myself not to look back...moving forward. although some time loneliness killing me..but i feel happier and livelier than ever!
i should be very very grateful. i always make myself to think "saye susah..ade org lain lagii susah".."saye sakit..ade org lain lagii sakit"...and god do love me! and i believe that everything happens for reasons. and in life, no matter what life put us through, choices always there. i'm proud of myself now for able to stand on my own (with my family that always love me and support me in every way), moved on and enjoying my life!
hurmmm BUT lately i'm having A biggg problem!i'm getting lazier and lazier. always in "no mood" mode. no mood to make cards, no mood to do that and this. becoming grumpy too! and emotional sometimes! its like the "PTTB" syndrome! and i hate that so much! maybe the fats make me as lazy as snake! ewwww i hate snake! not hate but afraid of...most of the sleek and small and tiny creatures (don't bite me please) [^_^]v
okayyy..enuff babling...here are some cards that i'm forced myself to do it over weekends. so enjoicee!!!~~
never stop believing. may Allah bless you and me! cheers~~